gaslighting

lately, my answer to anything just seems to be “i don’t know” and when i reach out to the mirror, my hands goes through and i can’t feel the person on the other… Continue reading

black dream

the skies have poured out their blue and something about the way they do reminds me of what I did to you. but you knew I was no good; you’d felt it on… Continue reading

the air around me still feels like a cage

It’s been three years, and I can’t fall asleep without a little help. You sang ballads like lullabies and I never forgot how your hands were always so careful. You were rain and… Continue reading